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im sorry but i can’t do this anymore. i feel disgusted with myself thinking about the physical touch we used to have and the closeness we had despite being ‘just friends’, with the age gap, and you being in a relationship. im reminded of it every time we talk and i just can’t do it anymore. it’s gotten so bad to the point where i can’t even bear to speak to you in real life. after jessie i promised myself i would never get into another situationship and i feel horrible for letting myself go through with what we had. im sorry i wasn’t able to keep my promise. i never meant to do this to you and i never wanted to. im sorry i led you on and hurt your feelings in the end like i do to everyone. im sorry for all the things i did to you throughout our friendship and i promise ill try my best not to make those mistakes again in my future relationships or friendships. i promise that i love you and i always did love you no matter how much it seems like i didnt, and i promise that i always will love you for the experiences we had together. i wish you and veronika the best of luck together and i hope you guys have a healthy relationship that will last for the rest of your lives and i hope she provides you with the unconditional love i was unable to provide you with. dont make any attempts to contact me, i wont respond