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its been getting harder and harder for me to wake up in the morning man. i just want to go back to sleep after my alarm lol. i ate the last bit of froot loops in the container which is a little less than i usually eat cause i didnt wanna go through the effort of refilling it
in italian we're writing a paragraph about ourselves to refresh our memory on writing in italian. i'm talking to alex about my assignment and shes like "youre only 14" and im like "uhh yea" and remember the girl i said kept looking at me in italian who i highkey thought was interested from me? she yells from across the room "YOURE 14???" and im like "uhhh yea how old r u??" and shes says "bro im 18" and im absolutely shocked bro im like "WTF UR 18??" dude it was so fucking crazy even shawn was mindblown bro. so i guess i have no chance with her lmaoo. back to square 1 ig especially considering that im sure joey isn't interested in me either. she looks just like my age, literally. maybe even younger. she said i look like i'm her age but idk bro. fucking insane shit
english was boring, same as usual
mr lembo finally showed up today and we did normal practice. im ngl the guy drummer is uhhhhhhhh idk. he was screwing it up a lot and derailing everyone. idk. hopefully it gets better later in the year. lembo had to hop on the drums towards the end lol
in orchestra we also did normal practice. i asked that girl if i could tune my violin and we had a conversation about how her violin is mysteriously getting fucked up even though she thinks she's the only one using it. she poked me with her bow a few times and apologized each time
we had a sub for health i just talked to zin the whole time. the girl with the cool nirvana shirt was drawing with her friend at the table with us and was sitting on the table and fell off and the whole table tipped over as she was getting off and i felt so bad but was laughing so much
guitar was fun it went as usual. dan styled his hair differnet today. i like it but it's more feminine ngl
in lunch we got a good seat behind all the crazy kids so we could just watch from the sidelines. one of them is dating a girl sitting at the table and we literally watched them meet for the first time like a week ago at the same table. he tried to kiss her today but she kept pushing him away and ended up slapping him at the end and he didn't gaf. weird shit. one of dan's friends sat with us and he's lowkey chill asf he's gonna be hanging with us from now on during lunch which is awesome. i forgot his name though
in chemistry we're actually learning chemistry now. we just started work on the periodic table so yeaaa. also defined what an element and a compound is
we had a test in geometry and i bet gavin that i could finish before him and i did. i think i got a good score. it was pretty easy. nothing too hard
global went as usual i switched my revolution topic from america to french and thank fully im working on my own now so hell yeah
i took the train home with joey. i asked her why she left me on seen and she just said it's cause she doesnt send screenshots to people of dms. i was like "you could've just said that" and she was like okay whatever. i talked alot to her about how i feel with like finding a relationship n shit cause that's what we always talk about. we have similar perspectives and similar situations that we're going through rn. she wasn't really talking much though. idk. i gotta start talking less. i'll try that tomorrow.
i tried listening to white noise while i was reading dreaming in cuban tonight. idk if it helped me focus better
taking my melatonin at 10:36, gn
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