9/2/24 deep late night convo w/ wael

i set my alarm for like 10 am because darkz decided to fucking set up our meetup time for 12 am which is insane. literally half the gc is still asleep at that time dawg... anyways i kinda ghosted him ngl after saying stuff like "12 am is crazy work" and went back to sleep

new and official schedules dropped today. mine remained the exact same but some of my friends classes changed. i have italian with sam and alex now and i have TWO CLASSES BACK TO BACK WITH DAN holy shit. we have lunch together and ela together. im not gonna be alone during lunch. lets go. jayden and ryan got their schedules and they both dont have band so fuck. im gonna be stuck in band with my ex with nobody to talk to. jayden didn't get in band because band was switched to period 3 this year and jayden's law class is during period 3 sooo yeah

later in the night i was talking to wael and we ended up talking for hours about soem deep shit about relationships n stuff. i havent had a conversation like that in a very long time. i dont even remember when was the last time i was able to talk to someone about how i genuinely feel without having anything to hide from them. not even in relationships. in relationships there are still things i need to hide in regards to how i feel about the relationship because i don't want to hurt that person. ty wael ik you're reading this ur awesome

blonde is so beautiful dude i never genuinely listened to it but god damn. goodnight