woke up to a broken high E string on my main guitar. dont know how it happened but it was bound to happen. i decided to take my black knockoff strat to school along with my amp which i THOUGHT i charged overnight and i did plug it in but it wasnt charged at all. i think its broken ðŸ˜
we had a sub today in pd 1 cuz talarico was at a funeral rip his uncle. we did some extra credit word search and i couldnt find a single word. i made direct eye contact with that girl like twice lol. i highkey wanna talk to her
we watched some video on cuba history in english. when the bell rang joey was waiting outside the door and pointed at me and was like "i know u!!!" i was like whaaaa
in band today we all did some practice on the new enter sandman chart. its going pretty well. mr lembo told me he wanted me to learn the solo to the song 💀 im the only guitar player too. i do NOT have the guitar to play this kind of solo nor do i have a wah pedal. i need some kind of kremer or something to play a solo like that. ill have to break the news to lembo tomorrow. maybe we can just cut the solo out of the song entirely. itll be boring but whatever. we have a performance in december too idk what its for but yea
in orchestra mr lembo divided us into groups again and made me share a violin with this girl who i've been sitting next to the two previous days i've been in group c. we talked today a little bit and i tried to be as polite as possible and let her play the violin as much as she wants because she needs the practice more than me. she also was trying to be really nice so it just ended in neither of us playing the violin ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ im gonna talk to her more on monday
health was p boring it went as usual i made eye contact with ella a lot
ensemble was pretty normal also. me and carlos yapped about what genre weezer was
lunch was pretty normal too me and dan complained about our classes n shit
chem was chill we learned about density i finished the assignment before everyone else and ms li told me again that she's gonna put me in honors next semester
in geometry i came kinda late and some kid took my seat next to gavin last minute bruuuuu i sat in the front of the room. i need to participate more in geometry. i barely ever raise my hand in that class
global was the same as usual mr vargas tried to get everyone to work in groups so i just shared my work with this group of boys who didn't know eachother
i took the N train home today cuz its been a while since i was last on the sea beach line. the train was packed and i saw joey at the station again i dont think she saw me though
i tried pepperoni pizza for the first time in years today. not bad
warning: slight vent
ngl i've been thinking about literally every girl who i may have a slight change with so much. like if you told me i would be considering the fact that joey might like me a few months ago i wouldn't believe you for shit. also that girl in italian. i keep thinking about them. i want a relationship but i kinda dont. i know love is supposed to find me naturally instead of me seeking for it but man it just feels like a piece of me is missing when im single. i want someone to worry about and someone to worry about me. i said in some earlier entry that i wanted to stay single and chill during sophomore year but i feel lonely af. i want someone new in my life. maybe its because i want to fit in with all the other people around me? idk. i want to make new friends too. all i have rn is dan and maria but i have no one who i can be 100% honest with my feelings with. it sucks man. also sucks the fact that whenever a girl gives me some time of attention i end up becoming hyperfixated on them and sometimes even get feelings as you've seen recently. idk.