9/10/24 joey

woke up at 5:30 and took a shower first thing in the morning. i feel so much more energized when i shower in the morning ngl

i decided to take the b11 to the d train today. terrible idea. the b11 was dumb packed and the d train took 20 minutes to arrive. made it to school at like 7:45

omw into school the teacher asked why i didnt have my id and i told her i lost it and she told me to go get a new one rq even though i was like 10 minutes late. i used to same picture. so glad i have my id back

pd 1 and 2 went as usual ugrhghhh english is so boring i hate it in band it took us a while to setup but we played 25 or 6 to 4 which was one of the songs we played last year. the box with the charts was a fucking mess so only the kids who were in band last year were actually able to play. mr lembo played drums and then after that we decided to replay the song with the new drummer improvising and holy fuck man shes good af. was not expecting that at all

in orchestra i decided that im gonna be playing violin this year. its easier than viola for me and also the bad memories i associate with viola regarding my ex. me and maria stayed together for the period and we learned how to play the lolipop song which mr mikulka gave us the sheet music to

pd 5 health was boooring same shit as usual. we've been talking about how to avoid diseases and just how not to die in general

brooo carlos actually bought his kremer to guitar ensemble today. amazing guitar but holy fuck its dirty as shit. he needs to replace his strings and clean that fretboard. mustiest guitar ive played in a minute. pretty cool though

lunch was the same as usual

omw to chemistry i was walking up the stairs and some girl coming in the opposite direction tells me "wait arent you that one girls ex??" and i just said "what??" and we lost eachother in the crowd. this girls name is joey and she was friends with one of my older exes a yaer ago. i was hoping i wouldn't get recognized by anyone this year from back then but ughhhhdjdjfdfhsjMbr

that freaked me the fuck out and i was lowkey thinking about it the whole time i was in chem. a bunch of rumors had been spread about me regarding my ex so it was errr yea. btw we had a lab today. it was just about lab safety n shit. i like ms li. shes nice

in geometry some girls stole my seat next to gavin so i was sitting alone lol. seeing other peoples work in geometry really makes you realize how retarded some people actually are

global was same as usual boring as fuck

i got on the train home and i was sitting down and joey comes up to me..... i think she followed me cuz theres no way that was random chance. she immediately starts a conversation with me. she asks me why we broke up n shit.. im guessing she already knows but just wanted to see my perspective. i just told her that she didn't want to be in the relationship anymore. she also told me about this guy who i presume my ex is dating and i just told her like "idk what ur talking about" cause i genuinely didn't. nor do i care. the conversation moved on to her forgetting my name and also her forgetting mine. we both didn't tell eachother our names.... out of nowhere she randomly asked to see my school id which was pretty fuckign werid ngl. i told her no and she was like why and i said cuz i dont like the picture and she was like "so what i dont like mine either". she pulled out hers and showed me and i was like "ohhhh so ur name is joey i remember" and she was like yea. i told her her picture wasn't bad and she was like ok. she got off at the next stop after that. one of the weirdest encounters ive ever had on the subway. ive told my friends about it and a lot of people are saying that she might like me because she was fidgeting n shit and she was smiling and giggling the whjole time but i dont want to be delusional. i dont know if i would want to date her. shes a freshman and also another asian girl? jeeeezzz man

i took the b11 home and it was the most packed b11 ive ever been on to day. i was literally squeezed with the person next to me. someone was literally standing right next to the front door it was that packed

got home, washed my hair, did my homework. ughhhh homework bruh

10:33 im taking my melatonin now. i'll update if anything happens related to her tomorrow. goob night