10/28/24 chromakopia

woke up at 5 am to do some homework and finished at around 5:45. i was sending timestamps until 6 am all the time in r/tylerthecreator and cta enthusiasts and eventually the album dropped. it dropped on spotify at exactly 6 and on apple music at around 6:05. the album dropped and the entire server collectively listened to it together. i listened the entire way to school and finished the album by the time i was on 55th street on the D train i think. the album itself is okay and feels really experimental. i hyped it up to be way better than it actually was but it's still really good, just not album of the year material. the last part of the album is really deep and hits hard af. i was completely right about the tracklist being like something we've never seen before, no track 10 double song, and no capitalized titles

i had my project in italian and presented around the middle of class. it went pretty well and people laughed. i accidentally switched to the last slide of the presentation that said "grazie per guardate!!" before i finished talking and everyone was laughing

not much happened in english. in band i decided to try play standing up which didn't really go to well my fingers hurt a lot on sandman. i think i'm perfectly fine sitting lmao. i have no idea how im gonna play eruption sitting down that shit hurts bruh

orchestra was usual. we had a a test in health i speedran through it and got an 84. zin asked me for some gum and he spit it out after 5 minutes and started yapping about how its bad for you so it's officially decided im never giving him a stick of gum again

ensemble was as usual as well. in lunch ahmad told us some crazy shit which i can't disclose. that one weird guy who sits at the table across from us sat with us the whole period. things r still kinda awkward and he doesn't know what we're talking about 99% of the time

in chem i took a picture of sophia from behind and sent it to her (only) and she got super super mad like actually and i texted her the next period and she was like "nah idc i was just playing" BRUH. we had lab btw and it was the most boring lab i've ever done

in geometry the principal and the math ap walked into our class and the principal was kinda just standing by me the whole period and eventually started talking to my group about the work. she explained what we did wrong lol

global went as usual. headed home with joey and i told her ALL about sophia and shes like daaamn shes pretty

later in the day i decided to send sophia some voice messages. she told me i sounded different and i asked if it was better and she said that it was better and she said "u sound so cute" BRUHH WHAHT HE FIUCUKAKSDDSKJLKD

i havent blushed like that in a MINUTE bro im even smiling just writing this. guys i think i might have a crush 😰😰 i don't fully like her yet though like i dont be daydreaming about her.. yet. i still need to get to know her better in person

we texted all day kinda just sending reels to eachother and talking about random shit. went to sleep at 10:45 after we finished talking about her being shy and i ended the convo with "it's okay i think its cute"

finished writing this at 5:58 am on 10/29