did barely anything today. i texted sophia for pretty much the entire first half of the day and i was talking to her about the sweater song thing since we were on the topic of birthday and mine is december third and i said "nvm" and she got super mad at that i think. she was like whatever idc bye, i left her on seen because i didn't want to make anything worse and we didn't talk for the rest of the day. she's asleep now. i'm gonna wait for her to text me first cuz honestly what do i say
kinda felt like shit after that so i spent literally the entire rest of the day just listening to music. tyler the creator dropped a snippet which people are calling "change" and it's one of the most beautiful things i've ever listened to. he also dropped
thought i was dead which is also really fucking good. the chromakopia truck is in columbus and i think it might be coming to new york soon. if it does me and ryan agreed to go see it together
i spent an hour playing guitar today with just backing tracks and nothing else. improv feels so amazing and listening to hendrix so much recently has increased my feel while both playing and listening so much it feels like im about to buss every time i play guitar. gets me to the point where im singing along with my playing. i love it
i need motivation to do shit bruh i didn't do any work today so i think i'm going to go to the library tmr to lock in on my projects. sleeping at 1:00 am gn