chill morning ride to school i love wednesdays. the only thing is that the train is significantly fuller when i ride it later
at the end of italian alex asked me what happened between me and poli because she's still unaware and i told her that it's a long story and i'll tell her tomorrow. also i accidentally put the whole sentieri book in my backpack
in english we just went over run-on sentences which was rly easy
normal band practice, sophia didn't really even solo at the end of the song she jst did a symbal fade in but idk we'll see if she does anything today. i talked to her irl for the first time today and pointed out who my ex was and she was like "that is not orange hair i think ur colorblind"
in orchestra it's been hard for me to stay in time. i feel like the entire orchestra is dragging and i'm the only one keeping the tempo... idk though. but after a few measures it feels significantly slower than the initial count in. i know it's probably because i'm playing too loud and can't hear anyone else but i keep forgetting to play quieter
nothing happened in health and not much in ensemble either. in lunch ahmad kept taking dan's chocolate and dan spent like 10 minutes looking for it. it was melted as shit when he took it out and dan didn't even want it anymore lmao
in chem i tried to be significantly quieter because i'm starting to be more self conscious about what other people think about me and kinda realized that i'm like the annoying type of loud. it kinda started after that thing sylvia said. sophia noticed and texted me when class ended "way too quiet"
i gave gavin his guitar strings in geometry
i accidentally went to class pd 10 bruh and i was on my phone texting carlos to tell mr mikulka to call my classroom so i can get brought up there and he said to just stay there and i was also tryna text sophia at the same time and i was on my phone basically the whole period and mr vargas literally gave up on telling me to get off my phone after a while. i told him about the meeting and he's like "well ur in class already so" bruh. i asked him to go to the bathroom and i went to 512 and filled out the application. awaiting email rn
after school i headed to macy's with my mom and we took the 2 train to hoyt street. got off and the macy's was right in front of the train station. we went around looking all the colognes and some of the perfumes and they all kinda smelled really similar to me. i picked one that i liked and we bought that it was like $150. there was also a perfume that i like and this drag queen asked us if we needed help and we wanted to sample a perfume and my mom was like "who u buying this for" and my mom said "his girlfriend" cuz it's womens perfume and my mom was like "r u sure u wanna buy this?? it's for women" and i went back to the cologne area. i honestly do like womens perfume more because all men's cologne smells way too similar to me
we went to duane reade to pick up some stuff we needed and went home
got home did my homework and headed to bed. texted sophia most of today yaay. we're getting closer. i might've said this already but i really enjoy talking to her
also i think im gonna start writing the entries in the morning. i get a lot of homework and don't have the time/energy to write an entry because they take like 30 minutes to write. i've been waking up 30 minutes earlier and writing an entry first thing in the morning. anyways finished writing this 10/24 6:06 am
